thanks for saying thats fucked up LOL thinking about it… if you hadn’t said that… I’d probably brush …myself aside? make it not a big deal. make myself see that…it was almost…okay.. stupidly … thanks love <3 I needed that >-<
I will remember the kisses our lips raw with love and how you gave me...– Charles Bukowski (via -naughtybynature)
Time seems to pass so slowly today… I took like….6 naps o-o;;; I thought it was like 4 am…its only 2:35….. I wish I wasn’t sickkk I miss breathing with my nose -o- LOL
this is what its come down to, this break sealed it for me. It really hurts, watching this all unfold in front of me. It sucks when you give someone …so much of yourself….and it means absolutely nothing to them. All of that time…that you thought was special…didn’t actually mean anything to them. And if it did mean anything…it …obviously didn’t...
I need to fucking remember.
so annoying. I hate myself.
potato salad. angus burger. tacos. sex on the beach. girls night out. spaghetti. steak. mashed potatoes. stuffing. eggs with salsa. to be stuffed with food. fruit juice. laughing cow cheese with crackers.
but whatever… lately, more so than ever…I’ve been feeling like a total noob at life. lolll I don’t know anything T_T;;; I really need to get some skills o-o >.>;;; but randomly….. I wish…I could have some flowers right now. Jasmines, irises, peonies, roses, sunflowers, baby breaths, and lilies I realized I’ve never really gotten flowers before.