I just want to be normal.
I really hope people understand how lucky they are when they have no health problems. I can see how parents are so relieved when children are born with all their toes and a nose. So many things can mess up along the way. I’m happy to be alive and healthy for the most part but at the same time I’m upset that I can’t be like everybody else. *Shakes fists* I want to eat...
I’m not looking to make love. I’m not looking for kisses. I’m not looking for cuddles. I’m not looking for hugs. I just need a shoulder that won’t be weak or shaken when I am, a dependable shoulder that’s always there.
I just want to fall. I just want to lay in the grass with a good sandwich and a cup each of juice, water and coffee. I want the strength to turn away from all the lies, all the lies on top of lies on top of lies. The hurting. And maybe even the good times. I think you’d be there at the end of the day if I really needed you but the part of me that’s saying you won’t be is...
Me during the day: I'm so fucking tired oh my God I can't wait to go to bed tonight
Me during the night: Let's download the top 100 songs from the 90s and listen to them all while writing a novel and watching an entire season of something and maybe rearrange my room
I am a hardcore napper. It doesn’t take much to make me happy but at the same time it doesn’t take all that much to make me sad either. Popping things, picking at things, cutting things…is really relaxing for me. Coffee is delicious and I’m sad that it doesn’t really help me stay up anymore.
I really wish I had more time to read/watch. And that I could cosplay *-* it looks like so much fun, but I don’t think I could really pull off that many characters because of my features :( I wanna be a good cosplay if I’m going to do it. It’d be really fun making the costume too sigh. MONEYYY & TIME CONSTRAINTS WHYYYY
You know when sometimes you meet someone so beautiful and then you actually talk...– Amy Pond - Doctor Who Season 6 Episode 10